i see everyone look so gan jiong over
uni acceptances i feel like im blowing
up my problems to more then it
actually is.
its like everyone is worrying to bits
waiting patiently for their uni letters.
i must be the most bo chap one
that i actually know man.
its not like i dont care about getting
an offer. but i just dont feel the anxious
feeling everyone is feeling,
nor the the "YEAH!" feeling when i
finally did get my letter.
haha. maybe i got numb from waiting
and the long tedious application
process so all my jittery nerves
have all disappeared.
and the funniest thing is i didnt feel the
kind of exhilaration people are
SUPPOSED to feel when they actually
get into the course they want.
maybe, just maybe deep inside me
i dont feel that com engine is what
i wanna do. haha.
but like what my aunt says.
just get the degree and the rest will follow.
whether i still wanna be in the IT
industry, or i wanna get a job in another
industry, just get the degree first
then say.
so WTH i have to make do with
com engine whether i will eventually
like it...or not.
another problem is i face is which uni
to actually go to. im sick of myself
ranting to ppl and asking suggestions
from ppl who are miserable enough
waiting for their own letters.
haha. so i shall rant here instead then.
like what my bro told me:
"at least u got into the course u
applied for as ur first choice."
yup. but now i have to choose btw
nus and ntu. one sch i like but its
too freaking far away.
[like why is it in freaking JURONG?]
and the other sch.
and INTERESTINGLY,
the buses near my house travels to
the east, north, south and central.
ALLLLL but west.
what is this man. =________=
and what with mugging in sch late,
future tuition lessons,
travelling time on the bus,
transport fares,
my parents, grandparents.
all point me towards NUS.
noooo~
i like ntu com engine better.
damn it.
now its the choice btw
practicality and what i really
think i want.
goodness. am i even going to
survive traveling for 1 hr plus
after the horror of going to
mj which alr took me almost 1 hour?
rationallity vs irrationality?
or just practicallity vs wish?
uni acceptances i feel like im blowing
up my problems to more then it
actually is.
its like everyone is worrying to bits
waiting patiently for their uni letters.
i must be the most bo chap one
that i actually know man.
its not like i dont care about getting
an offer. but i just dont feel the anxious
feeling everyone is feeling,
nor the the "YEAH!" feeling when i
finally did get my letter.
haha. maybe i got numb from waiting
and the long tedious application
process so all my jittery nerves
have all disappeared.
and the funniest thing is i didnt feel the
kind of exhilaration people are
SUPPOSED to feel when they actually
get into the course they want.
maybe, just maybe deep inside me
i dont feel that com engine is what
i wanna do. haha.
but like what my aunt says.
just get the degree and the rest will follow.
whether i still wanna be in the IT
industry, or i wanna get a job in another
industry, just get the degree first
then say.
so WTH i have to make do with
com engine whether i will eventually
like it...or not.
another problem is i face is which uni
to actually go to. im sick of myself
ranting to ppl and asking suggestions
from ppl who are miserable enough
waiting for their own letters.
haha. so i shall rant here instead then.
like what my bro told me:
"at least u got into the course u
applied for as ur first choice."
yup. but now i have to choose btw
nus and ntu. one sch i like but its
too freaking far away.
[like why is it in freaking JURONG?]
and the other sch.
and INTERESTINGLY,
the buses near my house travels to
the east, north, south and central.
ALLLLL but west.
what is this man. =________=
and what with mugging in sch late,
future tuition lessons,
travelling time on the bus,
transport fares,
my parents, grandparents.
all point me towards NUS.
noooo~
i like ntu com engine better.
damn it.
now its the choice btw
practicality and what i really
think i want.
goodness. am i even going to
survive traveling for 1 hr plus
after the horror of going to
mj which alr took me almost 1 hour?
rationallity vs irrationality?
or just practicallity vs wish?
